Monday, March 21, 2011

It's over

And the long weekend has reached its end. Tomorrow it's back to the grindstone, and I am seriously not in the mood. But hey, gotta see the bright side and that is that it's only a four day week! Happy day.
One more thing - it totally sucks when your heart and head are not in sync. My head's telling me on thing, the most logical sensible path to walk. And for a while I'm totally fine with that path. And then suddenly a catalyst appears and my heart screams something else, and it creates massive confusion. I want the confusion to go away!!!!!! Can I please have some clarity? Because this doesn't seem like an easy out anymore.
Oh well, off to bed.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Playtime is over

And all the kiddies have left and the exhaustion is setting in. Thank God there's no clean up to be done. The time is right for a movie, peace and quiet. The only foreseeable issue for myself is that I haven't had ample time to play my own game. That's what happens when segregation at social events are the order of the day - males to the one side, females to the other. I wish for integration!!


With bated breath we await the arrival of screaming, running jumping toddlers. And they won't be the only ones playing today!! Let the games begin!


How do you know that you're truly an adult?? No, it doesn't happen on your 21st birthday. It doesn't even truly happen when your friends are getting married around you. And it doesn't even truly sink in when you're having the worst hangover of your life. No, it truly happens when you're at a birthday party of a 6 year old as friend of the mom and the birthday girl calls you Aunty. That's when you realise that you have moved onto territory that you once thought was exclusive to your parents and teachers. Well, I might be an adult now, but that sure as hell doesn't mean that I'm all "grown up". Happy birthday Shinay:-)

Friday, March 18, 2011


Now...I've been to Texas. Lived in Houston for almost a year. And I swear, the best steaks in the world are still in the little country of Namibia, and in the even more little town of Gobabis, nicknamed ironically, Little Texas!!! it's like eating the supple thigh of an angel that fell through from heaven and landed in the kitchen of the Dam Resort!!!!! Yay for a fantastic fillet. And even more yay for sharing it with awesome people!!!!! Night y'all

Big dream!!!

Well, currently speaking anyway. There's a possibility that I might actually be part of the legal team at Desert Star Studios! I might be working in film. My head is spinning. I can see it already. It would be so awesome. So now the focus is on the next big dream!!!

Sunday, March 13, 2011


I just realised that the last time I actually utilized this tool, I was not single. And the big irony of that is that not long after it all fell falt and blue up in my face. Ain't life grand???

It's been so long

I can't believe a year has passed since being able to do this. So much great things and so many crap things have happened in the past 12 months, and another transition awaits. The irony is that it was the watching of The Social Network that reminded me that I actually have a blog of my own. The bigger irony. I might be moving to a place and situation which have the side effect of many more entries. Hell, I might even pick up a few followers. Right now, I'm just glad I went a whole day without crying. Possibly moving to the bush. FML