Why??

It's amazing how you never get anything done when you have to rely on the dependability and effectiveness of an entire institution. It's even worse when it's supposed to be one that has it's fingers on the pulse of things pertaining to it. Why is it that files just go MISSING??? It's not supposed to happen ever, not at the HC!!! Ma nou ja, shit happens.

Sandman be gone!!!

It's the middle of the damn morning and I can't keep my eyes open! Ridiculous! Sandman be gone! I guess I really do need more than 6 hours sleep a night. Guess my age is creeping up on me.

The waking of the phoenix

And again, MONTHS have passed without a single post. I truly need to get more in sync with my own random thoughts and then release them. As an update, the last time I posted, I was single, very single. And then barely 2 months after that post I found him, the elusive one. I found him after basically giving up on the idea of ever finding him. Guess the old adage is true - once you stop searching, love will find you when the time is right. Sad fact though - it's a distance thing at the moment, which comes with various facets of insanity. I take my hat off to anyone who manages a long distance relationship without insanity and tears. But love conquers all right? Well, it better.

It's over

And the long weekend has reached its end. Tomorrow it's back to the grindstone, and I am seriously not in the mood. But hey, gotta see the bright side and that is that it's only a four day week! Happy day.
One more thing - it totally sucks when your heart and head are not in sync. My head's telling me on thing, the most logical sensible path to walk. And for a while I'm totally fine with that path. And then suddenly a catalyst appears and my heart screams something else, and it creates massive confusion. I want the confusion to go away!!!!!! Can I please have some clarity? Because this doesn't seem like an easy out anymore.
Oh well, off to bed.

Playtime is over

And all the kiddies have left and the exhaustion is setting in. Thank God there's no clean up to be done. The time is right for a movie, peace and quiet. The only foreseeable issue for myself is that I haven't had ample time to play my own game. That's what happens when segregation at social events are the order of the day - males to the one side, females to the other. I wish for integration!!

Playing!!

With bated breath we await the arrival of screaming, running jumping toddlers. And they won't be the only ones playing today!! Let the games begin!

Adulthood

How do you know that you're truly an adult?? No, it doesn't happen on your 21st birthday. It doesn't even truly happen when your friends are getting married around you. And it doesn't even truly sink in when you're having the worst hangover of your life. No, it truly happens when you're at a birthday party of a 6 year old as friend of the mom and the birthday girl calls you Aunty. That's when you realise that you have moved onto territory that you once thought was exclusive to your parents and teachers. Well, I might be an adult now, but that sure as hell doesn't mean that I'm all "grown up". Happy birthday Shinay:-)

Fabulous!!

Now...I've been to Texas. Lived in Houston for almost a year. And I swear, the best steaks in the world are still in the little country of Namibia, and in the even more little town of Gobabis, nicknamed ironically, Little Texas!!! it's like eating the supple thigh of an angel that fell through from heaven and landed in the kitchen of the Dam Resort!!!!! Yay for a fantastic fillet. And even more yay for sharing it with awesome people!!!!! Night y'all

Big dream!!!

Well, currently speaking anyway. There's a possibility that I might actually be part of the legal team at Desert Star Studios! I might be working in film. My head is spinning. I can see it already. It would be so awesome. So now the focus is on the next big dream!!!

Wow

I just realised that the last time I actually utilized this tool, I was not single. And the big irony of that is that not long after it all fell falt and blue up in my face. Ain't life grand???

It's been so long

I can't believe a year has passed since being able to do this. So much great things and so many crap things have happened in the past 12 months, and another transition awaits. The irony is that it was the watching of The Social Network that reminded me that I actually have a blog of my own. The bigger irony. I might be moving to a place and situation which have the side effect of many more entries. Hell, I might even pick up a few followers. Right now, I'm just glad I went a whole day without crying. Possibly moving to the bush. FML